Its Almost Fall!!!

Hey! Its been a minute since ive post but ive been busy. Ok its really a mix of kinda busy, realy didnt have anything to say & being lazy. But i have something really big to say, so hear goes; Im getting my G.E.D!!! Yay me. I cant believe im actually saying that out in the open. I dont know why i felt for so long that it was how Chris Rock said it best, the ''good enough dimpolma''. I had the stimga against it. Like people would judge me if i said i was getting my ged. i dont know why i thought such things. So much of the crap i put myself though trying to get is because i did it to myself. I let what other people ( not anyone close to me thank God) thought or from what ive heared put these things in my head about it. Some say its so easy you really dont need to study. Really? That is so not true! I've been out of school since i was about 16. I have just turned 23 last month. You do the math thats about 7 years! Well really more like 6. Since that was in 2003 & its 2009 now. Anyway thats a very long time and most of the stuff i was good at in high school im still good at now. But math & science is kicking my butt.HARD. Ive wasted so much time having this notion in my head that i wasnt good enough if i got my ged. Which in hinsight is crazy! For so long i was ashame to say no i dont have one or n i didnt graduate. I think if you ask most people that know me, they have either assumed ive have a ged or a high school diploma or something. Because i dont talk about for fear that i was being judged. For the people that really care about me i truly, truly doubt that. I think that there are just happy that im finally doing something with my life. And to all that think that the ged test is easy.Its not.at all. But i think im going to pass it. I hope i pass it. Im going to pass it. Now off to find a math & science tutor. :)